The one with the princess 2nd birthday

No fancy party.. no theme....
just simple cake, and birthday song..
but to see her grew up ..
makes me shed few tears...

My dear Yang Alya Mysarah....
Happy 2nd birthday....

I know you enjoyed both your birthday celebration....
you can't get enuff of singing birthday song and blowing candle don't you..
and she can relate cake with birthday.. so watch out..
everytime she saw cake, she will want one ...
just for her to sing happy birthday...
and blow the candle! hahahha...

I can still remember....
when you were born..
you were really small...
only 2.29 kg.... even penumbuk mummy lagik besar dari muka alya...
but now... you've grown up... becoming a 'bam bam' girl..
notty and talkative(sapenyer perangai la dier ikut kan? hahah)..
and I could assure you... I could never get enuff of you..

Syukur Allah.. for giving me this priceless gift...
Insya Allah.. I'll take good care of your gift...

Yang Alya Mysarah,
Again, Happy birthday from mummy and daddy...
we both love you... endlessly..
Watch Alya in action.... here

The One With the 3rd Anniversary

Today mark our 3rd year.. being together as husband and wife..
My life has been blessed with a lot of wonderful things ever since then..
Being blessed with a loving and supportive hubby..
and also my sweet adorable notty little gurl..
will definitely be the top of all other things in my life..

ya, it has been a long year this year...
i watch myself during my ups and downs..
being happy and blessed with wonderful frens and gift...
being stabbed by ppl that I least expected...

but on top of all...
I'm still here, if not standing or sitting, will be laying down..
sleeping ... hehehe...
yup.. i'm still happy with my life..

and Baby,
for having you always around me..
makes me who i am today..
I know i wasn't 'the perfect wife'..
but you accept me.. just the way i am..
and I promise to be a better wife.. your best buddy..
your soulmate... :)

Baby,
I'm dedicating this song to you...
this says it all...

How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?

Oh I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life.

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I How do I O how do I live?.

Without you There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I would be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever ever survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live?...

Please tell me baby..
How do I go on?
If you ever leave
Well baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know your everything good in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I How do I
O how do I live
How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby.......
How do I live....

I love you Baby...
with all my heart..

Happy 3rd Year Anniversary...



Note: Pics credits to Saiful Nang from Candid Syndrome.

The One With the Betrayal

As hurt as it gets... no one likes to be betrayed... especially from someone you know..
someone you call fren... kan kan kan?

but... life works as it is... and unexpected things happen in your life without you even noticing it..

never ask why.... coz you'll never get the answer..
and besides...it will hurt you even more.. and make you someone you don't even like..

stay calm.. stay down...
let it be...

sometimes.. somethings are better left unsaid....untold..

may you lead a happy life ahead...