The One With the ups and downs

I met my old schoolmates last night. All I can say....
it was great!! Most of us grew very well..(hahahha... all rounder precisely!)

We chat and chat and chat until I almost forgot that time flies so fast.
it was past midnight when we decided to say our goodbyes...
(boley tak sampai umah, mr hubby pon dah balik dari kerja..)
lucky mr hubby best, kot tak... confirm tido luarr!

I had fun, and I know my little gurl had super duper fun too!
Balik rumah sebok cerita itu ini kat daddy dia...

Thanks Joebeng, for arranging this so called reunion gathering.
and owh.. sorry, didn't take any pics of the event,
too busy talking! ahahhaha... Btw, some of my frens already updated the pics at FB... nanti ada masa mak plagiat! ahahhaha

On another note,
I felt a little annoyed today.
I just don't understand why people always try thier best to bring me down.. I am not sure what have I done coz I really put a lot of thought on it.. thinking and thinking and thinking hard... but gosh, I couldn't find the answer.

Seriously, I don't know! I thought I had enough, and I just want to move on and not to bother about it anymore.. but hell, I soooo know that those words, are meant for me. Through this cyber world, everything is transparent...:)

If you know who you are, and you're reading this, oh please...
tell me what's bothering you? tell me what you hate about me that you've always have those remark on me? I don't care about how you always grumble about every other people, but all I want to know is why you hate me so much?

ps# Do you hate me because I soooo know all your dirty little secret?

The One With belated entry

ahahhaha....

dah basi giler busuk berulat dah rasanyer entry nie..
tapi nak buh gak.. aahhaha..

no fancy celebration... we went back to Ulu Klang that week and I bought some cuppies from kak ngah

I ordered Choc Oreo and ask for fathers day theme..
I'm not too sure what will suit both my hubby and father in law more..
but I think since Ayah selalu pegi masjid.. I ask the image to have dome, songkok, kain pelikat..
for hubby, kak ngah suggested to have pillow and bed since my hubby suka tido katanya.. ahahhaa..

I know this will be a very2 belated wish..
but..

Happy father's day to all great daddy out there!

The One With my overdue vacation

lamanyer tak update blog..
bila tetiba ada banyak entry tuh..
maknanyer.. project tgh slow down skit..
last week.. sangat bz balik..
everyday balik dah dekat kol 10pm..

bila balik jenguk aish... aish pun mula la nangis2..
so.. try tak nak jenguk dier dulu.. mandi2 baru jumpa dia..
tapi.. rasanyer.. still dier suka nangis malam lately..
takut nak berperasangka... tapi ada gak baca2 kat dier mlm2..
hopefully takder apa lah.... maybe ada yg dier tak selesa tuh..

I'm so busy at work lately.. last year preggie tak kene assign project..
so this year... kene la bekerja keras... Mmg sampai keras lah dok kat opis..

Harituh masa cuti skolah... bawak budak2 g bercuti...
ngan atok, nenek and alongs family seme..
tuh pon nyaris kene cancel leave..
seb baik ok.. tapi still kene spend satu hari suntuk kat hotel room wat keje... takperla.. jgn komen banyak2... ada keje tuh means business is good.. kankan?

sbb bz ngan work.. tak sempat nak snap banyak gambo..
aish swim2 gak.. tapi i don't take any pics... ada gambo last day..
sbb masa th baru teringat nak amik gambo.. ehhehe..

but I am happy I bring them both to this vacation..
I know alya had fun.... Aish maybe kecik lg tatau apa2..
but he did rest a lot.. banyak tido.. and cam amannn bahagia jee..


Anyway, nie le some pics yg ada....
skang kene off to work.. sempat blogging time lunch ..
sbb poseee....:D

The One With the tagging game

Been tagged by kak Finas aka Darling8tabby

The rules:
• Write five (5) interesting facts about the person who gave you this award.
• Jot down ten (10) interesting facts about yourself or your hobbies.
• Pick your ten (10) most deserving receipients and describe them.
• Leave a comment on the receipients’ blog to tell them they’ve been tagged.
• Paste the award badge in your sidebar.

Item 1: Five (5) interesting facts about the person who gave you this award.

1. baru tau kak finas sama cam aii.. 4 beradik.. anak ke 3... sorang je pompuannnnn....

2. kak finas nie baik... lembut je orgnyer... tapi dia kata dier garang.... agaknyer anak ke 3 mmg camtuh kot kak.. ngan anak cam singa... hehehhe

3. sangat sukakan kucen.. wah ini terbalik.. saya tatut kucennn!

4. ada 2 anak dara yg sangat comellll...

5. pandai wat kek...

Item 2: Ten (10) interesting facts about yourself or your hobbies

interesting fact about me? hmm.. cam apa la aku nak ngarut nie ek..

1. takut kucen... ahahahha

2. suka nangis... whahahhaha..

3. sangat attach to mr hubby... kalau aii tak dapat cakap2 ngan dier... harus la aii akan meroyan.. ahahhaa..

4. garang ngan anak2 (stakat nie.. alya la slalu kene marah kan.. aish kecik lg..) tapi.. kalau org lain garang ngan anak for example mr hubby... cam slalu tak tahan perasaan bila alya kene marah..ahhahah.. kejis

5. berangan dari sehari ke sehari nak kuruskan badan.. tapi tak kekurus pon.. camnooo??

6. skang sangat gatal dan mempoyo suka memekap2... pengsan laki aiii sbb hobby baru ini mengeringkan pocket nya juaaa...

7. suka berjalan and bershopping (hahaha... hobby yg membuat laki aii pening juggaaa)

8. manje... my mom slalu cakap... dier tak manjakan ai..tapi i yg mengada manja sendiri... auuuuwww... maluuu

9. a very sentimental person.... jiwang karats nyer award bleh bagik kat mak okeh..

10. katak bawah tempurung.. ahahhahahaha...

ha... cukup kann.. okey.. nak tag saper plak erk..

1. moon
2. ila
3. mai
4. fara
5. twin aka mummy lyana

lagik... sesapa yg rajin nak wat la erk... muahhs!

The One With 6 months Aish

Yeay... my beloved son is now 6 months!!!

Koooooojaaapppp joooo dah bosa anak dennn..
hehehehehhehe...
best je bila kuar org cakap...
muka cam mak dier nie... hehhehehe...
yeayy....!!! padan muka aish dapat muka jawa..
hahahhahaha... tapi tak kire.. best gak sbb ada gak anak yg ikut muka aii... selalu jalan2 ngan alya.. org cakap.. photostat daddy.. ehhehe..

tapi... btul ke aish ikut muka aii pon ek?
ker.. aiii je perasannn?? hahahhaha..

erm... aish ni rasanyer pendiam skit kot..
tapi... suka senyummm.... skit2 senyum.. skit2 senyum..
rambut plak.. cam lebat lg compare to alya..
kalau amik gambo dari depan... mmg nampak cam rambut dah penuh..
padahal belakang baru nak start tumbuh..
cukur bantal kan org tua cakap..

tak kisah la apapon.. asalkan aish membesar jd insan yg berguna..
sihat.. selamat....

aminnnnn.....

The One With the surprise!!

I am really glad that I have great frens around me...
I know very well that they will always be there when I need them..
even when I never voice out my misery... and told them I need them by my side... but I know the fact they care.. and will always be there...

For an instance....
As I've been having rough days at work for past few weeks..
I've been so stressed out with work and what not...
suddenly I received an email from the receptionist saying that there's a parcel for me....

wahh.. terus terujaaaaaaa....
cepat2 pegi amik parcel tuuuu....
dapat2... terus bukak... sungguh excited sampai tak sempat nak snappy gambo..
bila bukak.... dapat msg ni..

"Happy birthday lenn... from Moon"

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
sungguh tak tersangkaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

I am sooooooo touched!
Thanks so much Moon.... really make my day!!!
best best....

kawan2 jgn jealous erkkk...
saya dapat gift yg best lagik comel innieww..

skang tempat dier special kat opis..
:D

ramai tegur cakap mana belii... dengan bangganya ai announce..

"My dear fren give it to me.." (sambil senyum riak, bley?)

hehheheheh..

Moon,
again.....

thanks so muchhhhhhh
suka bangatttttttttttttt!!

The One With the busy.. busy.. busy..

I've been so busy... so very very very busy..
that I can't even login to my email, or msn!
yes.. that is how busy I am..

For those who knows me...
they will know I definitely cannot live without internet (namely email, ym, msn)..
not that I am hooked to them so much... or loves to browse so much..
it's just that... it kills me not to see those icon!! ahhahaha..

For past 2-3 weeks... I've been going back late..
really late.. almost 11pm or even later..
miss my kids... miss my family...

To make it worse...
I had planned holiday during the school break..
expense fully paid.. that I almost need to cancel!
seb baik tak kene cancel.. tapi... still kene wat keje gak from hotel room..

Nonetheless, I come back with a little refresh mind...
and of course soul..!*wink*

Thanks Mr Hubby...
for your understanding...
and your treats!

entry cuti2.. will be coming up next...(hopefully)

till we meet again......

mmmmuuuuaaahhhhhhss from me!

The One With taking time off...

I'm off for awhile..
trying to get rid of all these burdens..
Hopefully will come back with refreshed mind.. and soul...

huhuhuh...

see u when i see u....

muuuuuuuaaahhhhhhhsss!!

The One With... :(

Tak tau nak cakap camana..
tapi rasa sedih.. and tak best..

depress gile dengan keadaan ini..
menciiii.. tension...

tak tau nak wat camana..
each action taken.. sama je buruknyer...
i really dunno which way to go...
:(

depress nyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
:((

The One with her singing.. again..

huhuhu... i've been soooo damn f**king busy...
almost everyday... left office around 8-9pm..
i'm so damn tired.. and so exhausted!
but i guess.. this is pretty normal to almost everyone..
tak kisah ler keje sendiri ke.. keje ngan org ke..

Sometimes, when things got too stressful, I will browse my own pic files...
or video files.. just to watch my babies pics... and videos on them..
pastuh tak pasal2 aku senyum sendiri...

Would like to share Alya's version of Tanya Sama Pokok....
jom gelak ramai2!

hahahhaha..

The One With 5th Month Aish

Aish and Mummy...

My Aish is now 5 months dahh...
What I can say about him is...
he is definitely one little guy who loves to smile...

Aish's smile that never fails to melt me..

He has been down with flu and cough...
and it has been disturbing his sleep.. day and night..
he look so tired usually when I came back from work..
(sama la mummy pon tired kan?)
but he always welcome me home with that sweet smile of him..
bukak2 pintu je... nengok muka dier sengeh2..
wah... so happy!

Aish selsema... tgh leleh2 ingus Aish tauu..

However, I think he inherited daddy's camera shy nyer perangai..
very susah to get him smiling bila tangkap gambo..
slalu either buat muka tak puas hati..
or muka terkejut flash... takperla.. mummy simpan dalam hati je la senyuman mahal aish tuu..
(cuba pujuk hati sendiri..)

Nie gambo daddy amik, mummy tak sure nak amik Aish ke nak amik spec... tapi mummy suke muka tak puas ati Aish..hehehheheh..

His weight masa 5 months ni.. 6.25kg .. tak naik banyak lah kan..
and his length (nak sebut tinggi.. cam tak berdiri lg kan..) 67cm.

Tapi ada one thing yg acik cam tak pueh ati..
dulu masa alya baby... slalu org ingat alya boy.. walaupon mak jenuh laaaa... dok pakai kan baju pink and suar bunga2.... and macam2 la nak kasik tunjuk dier pompuan..
tapi... ari satu ari tuh.. ada sorang makcik tuh ingat aish girl.. mak tensi okeh..
apa kahhh...

Aluuu... cam gegirl ke saya niehh??

korang rasa aish nampak cam girl kee?? mak pon tatauuuu..... aci cuba comment skittt...

The One With the bonding moment

Ok, this will be a short entry... coz I am out of time (meaning, busy lah tuuu)...

hahahhaa.. tapi tuhla.. bak kata filla.. gatal juga nak mengupdate.. kan kan kan?

I'm bored actually... damn bored.. and tired...!

So... I browse the pic files in my laptop and found these.....

kelaka tul bila 2 beradik nieh membonding..

as usual, kak long sangat poyo cuba nak suh adik posing cam dier..
apakahhhh.... kan?

:P

::Aish muka tak puas hati jeee::

:: cubaan kak long nak suh adik pose ::

::cian Aish, nak menerap pon tak selesa::

::Aish cakap.. ahh.. malas la layan mummy ngan kak long yg giler amik gambo ni...::

hehehe.. tuh je nak update... filla ko jgn marah aku entry cam bukan entry ni okeh?
:P:P:P

The One With her singing

Her birthday present, for me...




hehhehe.....;)

The One With the Mother's day

Happy Mother's day to all mommies out there.!!

I read few blogs on mother's day entry...
some with very touching sweet note...
some with stories about their mom...
happy .. sad.. sweet memories..

As a daughter...
I love my mom so much..
she has raised me to become who I am now..
she has helped me a lot ...
she loves me unconditionally..
she was there, both times I deliver my baby..
cries for me, laugh with and at me..
she always prays the best for me..
even when I am not at my best behavior...
she will always accept me.. just the way I am..
I LOVE YOU MAK!

As a daughter in law....
I know I'm not the best or perfect daughter in law..
There's a lot of things that I need to improve on..
(Especially in cooking curry...;))
If there's a list of my weakness...
I know the fact that the list will be endless..
But still, she accept me the way I am..
and accepting all my weakness and flaws..
I LOVE YOU MAMA!

As a mother of two...
There nothing more joyful than seing their faces..
their smiles, could simply make up a horrible day..
their laughter, could simply bring the joy...
their cries, will always tore my heart...
and I know this wonderful feelings...
are being shared by all mom's in the world..

so to every great mommies out there..

Happy Mother's day... !!

On another note,

my little girl (with the help of her teacher, of course) made me this..

isn't this lovely????? I just love being a mom!!!

The One With the tagging game

Being tagged by Filla.... (ko kata aku neng yatimah yee...:P)

1. I you can be an animal, what will u be? Why?

henimal??? erm... cam tak nak lahhh... nak jd manusia gakk.. tak moh tak moh tak moh jd henimall...


2. if you robbed a bank, what do you want to do with the money?

kalau mak robbed a bank yerrr... kalau la kan... and kalau tak kene tangkap la kan.... buat apa erk duit manyak2 tuh... banjer sesuka hati kott.. beli bag.. beli kasut... beli macam2 la... tak nak simpan.. sbb dah katanyer rompak kan? hahhahahah


3. If you can teleport yourself anywhere in the world..where do you want to be? Why?

nak g US... sbb nak shopping cam org giler! ahhaha.. boley?


4. if you know that you are dying, what is the last meal that you want? Why?

erm... sempat ke pk nak makan apa lg time nak mati.. rasanyer tak terlalu pon nak makan.... tekak mesti perit jee.. rasa cam sedih nak tinggalkan seme org2 tersayang.... arghh.. confirm tak lalu makan!


5. If you can only kill one person in this world, who is the person? Why?
ini tak menjawap soalan.. tapi aku kalau bleh la membunuh.. aku nak bunuh org2 yg mendera anak2.... esp maid2 yg keji dera anak2... tapi aku nak dera dulu baru aku bunuh..Why? nak bg derang rasa.. syiok tak kene sepak2 tuh..



6. If you can choose either to have more than 24 hours a day or can live more than 100 years, what is your choise? Why?
100 years.. only if everyone that i love live more than 100 years as well... if not... I want more than 24hrs a day.. so i could spend more time with them... i cannot imagine living life without ppl i love.... oh.. mak nak menjadi neng yatimah tetiba vley??



If you can date celebrities, who is that person. Why?

celebrities.. sape ekk... haa.. aku tauuu... Chad Michael Muray.. dengan syarat dier mesti jadik sweet and charming cam Lucas in One Tree Hill (matila laki aku gelakkan aku sbb ada ati nak date mamat ni kann..) :))

If you can only have 1 thing in this world, what should that be? Why?

DUIT, DUHET, MONEY... ha... bleh bleh blehhh?? Why?? obvious reason.. i could do and buy anything when I have a lot of moneyyy... yeay yeays!!


If you have the opportunity to tag 7 of your friends, who are they? Why?

Erm.. takder la kot.. semerang cam dah buat je.. sbb aku buat tag ni lambat kan.... ahahhahaha...:D