The One With the confinement

It's day 22 of my confinement...
Adam is doing great... he's the best among three..
ada la few nights dier tak tido... mummy jd zombie..
but among 3 of them, dia kire paling baik lah..
alhamdulillah....

confinement at my parents...
alya and aish suka lah.. especially alya..
sepupu dier ramai... ptg2 sepupu dia balik skolah datang singgah..
atuk ngan nenek pon rajin melayan bawak g speedmart lah..
bawak g kedai jajan lah... suka la bebudak tuh..

for me, my mom helped me alot!
this time around, siap demam, siap sakit perut..
seme ada... org kata anak nomo 3 mmg banyak dugaan..
mungkin lah kot.. atau mmg kebetulan..
so time i sakit.. my mom helped me took care of the baby..
syukur again... tq mom... !

But the toughest part about confinement itself..
is that I have to be here... and hubby has to be away..
well.. someone still got to work right? hehehhe..
you can call me mengada or whatever...
but ya... mmg i am mengada... i can't be far from him..
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa...... mandom tahap dewa!

i hate when sunday comes.. coz I know he has to be back in the evening... and without fail.. mesti nangis! huwaaa..
but i loveee friday.. coz i know he will be back... yeayss..

babyyyy..... i miss u soooo much!
(ok budak2 pegi main jauh2... kang muntah plak!)

it's thursday... meaning.. i just got to be patient for another day...
and he'll be backkk.... can't wait!!

ps# korang rasa tak apa i rasa?? :( tak best ok.... hubby takder!

The One With the 37 hours...

oh.. korang tanya apa jadik... 37hrs tuh?

heheh.... meh nak story...

dah beberapa hari since the week before tuh..
asek sakit.. and the pain is getting more each day..
dalam pada sakit tuh... hubby has been a great person..
tanya apa mak nak makan everyday.. so.. ari2 mak melantak..
asal teringin je... zasss.... hubby bawak pegi...
best kan...!

hari jumaat... makin sakit...
hari sabtuuu... lagikkkkkk sakit.. tak bley tido malam..
hubby dah standby jeeeee......

on sunday... dah sakit2 frequent..
hubby cakap.. dari sakit2 camni.. baik pegi spital..
so... pas isya... g la.. 2 laki bini nieh pegi spital..
tgk mmg contraction tuh dah tinggi...kene la check in..
kol 9 lebih check in...

hehe.. muka berlagak kan..?

my mom arrived.. dalam kol 10 kot...
seperti biasa dier mesti nak tunggu sampai i bersalin barulah dier senang hati.. but then bila dr cakap... esok baru bersalin...
i asked her to go back and rest... mlm tuh... sakit seskit je..

esok pagi... dr cakap progress skit sangat.. so.. dier decide nak induce.. pas induce.. sakit pon bertambah... contraction meter pon tunjuk tinggi... tapi bley tak.. pas few hrs... jd tak sakit dah... siap bley tido lg... hahahha... ptg... nurse datang sbb dr suh double up the dosage... maka.. sakit lah iaaa.... huwaaa... tp pk positive.. nak kene sakit.. baru cepat bley bersalin..

dr datang tgh malam... dr cakap... esok pagi subuh prepare utk bersalin... dier suh tambah dose lg... mmg makin sakit la pastuh.. tapi tahankan juga.. tak nak amik pain killer jab... yerla.. takut kalau lama lg baru bersalin.. tak ker naya nak tahan sakit lg.. selagi boleh tak nak la amik epi ke apa... sama cam previous delivery..so.. tahankan jee.....

kol 2 kot... nurse datang.. maybe sbb contraction dah tinggi.. takut terberanak awal dari yg di jangka... so dier turunkan skit... tapi sama je.. sakit gak.. then kol 4 dier datang naikkan balik... huhuhu.. i can't remember.. pukul berapa i asked for the jab.. sbb dah tak tahan... lps dapat jab.. sakit tuh rasa.. tapi cam badan rasa cam tak larat.. takbleh buat apa2... dr datang pagi.. dia kata... kol 11 bersalin...

skali kol 9.. dah terasa cam nak bersalin dahhh... giler tak giler...
pastuh bila bebetul rs nak bersalin.. bleh nurse tuh ckp belum?? ada ati lg nak seluk2 kata nak tgk baby dah turun ker blom.. mmg bongok gilerrrrr... sakit ok... i told the nurse i don't want it!! dah ler sakit baby nak kuar.. dia main seluk2 lg nak cek!! sabo jeeeeeeeeee!!

rerupanya.. dr masih dlm OT... derang suh tahan.. jgn push.. jgn wat paper.. bila sakit jer sedut 'laughing gas' tuh....pasrah giler ok... sbbdr tak dtg lg...sakit and most of it.. worried.. lambat lg ker... i looked around.. and terpandang sorang nurse muka baik... i asked her... lama lagik ke dr nak datang? she replied.. kejap je lagik...
huwa...

tak lama pastuh.. dr sampai... terpandang je kelibat dr... ya Allah.. lega nyer perasaan..... dr pon tgk dah nak kuar sangat dah baby.. terus dier cakap sambil berdiri je... "kalau nak teran dah boleh teran skang ye.."

oh.. heaven.. ayat tuh la yg nakkkk sangat dengar... tak tunggu lama.. terus je effordlessly push... kuar terus kepala baby... derang suh push sekali lg.. push skali lagik.. terus kuar badan baby seme.. alhamdulillah....

lps bersalin rasa weak.. this time la.. rasa weak.. sbb lama kot.. and amik gas tuh banyak sangat.. so... muka pon cam tak larat jee...mmg tak larat pon.. lalok giler...seharian tuh.. ala2 tak sedar... tukar bilik pon... terus lalok je... penat tul rasanyer...

tapi.. all and all.. syukur.. alhamdulillah.. semuanyer selamatt...

i wish all expecting mothers... have safe delivery.. and semoga semuanya di permudahkan... aminn....!