The One With the theraphy?

saya stressed.... sangat stressed sampai jd bebal...
tau tak perasaan mcm.... apa nie tak sedapnyer dalam hati..
pastuh rasa dengar apa seme org cakap.. tapi otak hanya tafsir apa yg hati cakap..
which is.. bercelaruuuu... oh aku keliruuuu.. ahhahaha.. (weng dah ni).

seb baik la en zamzari nie dah kenal beno ngan bini dier yg tah hape2 nie..
kesian... harap bersabar erk.... nak cakap sampai masa nanti i akan ok pon tak bleh gak..
sbb tak tau lg apa akan jd sampai masa tuh.. (tgkkk.. smalam janji tak nak pk... )

susah susah... semuanya susah..
mcm2 bermain dalam fikiran dan hati..
tapi semuanya masih rasa tak betul... masih rasa tak tenang...
masih belum boleh bertenang hati ini...
makanya.. bersabar lah..

smalam lps satu hari yang sangat stressssssssssssssss....
en zamzari baik hati layan bini dia ni...
hahahahhaha..... try not to even talk about it...
siap bawak i pegi makan best.. ahahhaha.. food theraphy la kannn..

pastuh siap picit kepala lg... ahhahaha...
mmg beruntung.... thanks Baby.. muahs banyak2...

ok.. skang tak tau mana hala entry nie...
kan dah cakap td i bengong, weng, bebal dan segala macam...

oklaa.. otak tetiba shut down...

mintak maaf zahir batin yer kawan2.. atas semua kesalahan saya...

sayang korang!!

The One With the 14 years....

it has been 14 years...
since my heart falls for u...
and agreeing to be with u....

and for those 14 years that we are together...
of course there are lots and lots and lots of hickups here and there..
but none of those time, i regret being with you...

for all those times that I am difficult to you..
as always, I am sorry....
I am truly sorry for making your life more difficult...(and miserable too!)
Sorry for being that hardheaded person to you...

If I haven't thank you enough..
I would like to thank you, again and again..
for loving me this much...
for cooping up to live with me...
for doing all little small things for me..
just to make me more confortable and happy..
and for putting myself first, on your priority list..

for all that, i could never thank you enough..
thank you again.. again and again...

after all these years...
you've made me keep falling in love with you...
and staying in love, as simple as that...

thank you, for everything...

and most of all,

thank you for loving me ...
and pampering me, showering me with your love....

I love you, so very much!

Happy 14th Anniversary!!...

and more to come.....


love you always........