Thursday, February 02, 2017

The One With the special 2nd Feb

Feeling a bit of "Love in the Air" mood today... hahaha.. a bit ke? ko bukan pompuan yg mmg suka jiwang all the time ke Cik Lenn oiiiii.... ahahhahaha.... sabo je..

What is so special about today? For most of you, takder apa kot kan? unless ada yg kawin, yg birthday harini...
but to me, double two will always be very special to me...

Today, 18 years back, I decided to trust my heart, to let someone else enters my heart, to love, to care..
to believe in love again.... it wasn't an easy decision.... but I did it! 

Perasaan dia now, macam drama tau tak? kan ada flashback, tetiba teringat muka, teringat all the sweet things that you do, that actually melts me... sakit perut, tau tak? hahahhaha... 

You weren't the jiwang karat type.. not like "You selalu bermain di fikiran I" type... but... tah... there's something interesting in you, that makes it easier to open up, feel close and warm.... you've always been calm and caring.... 
a good company i would say... padan laaaa ramai yg minat kan? ahahhahaha...

Honestly, I am not sure why you were even interested to be with me... pompuan lain banyak giler lawa2 kot seme dok minat you... tapi dah jodoh kot kan? gitu laahh perancangan Allah...

Thank you, for trying hard to flirt with a clueless girl I was before...
For trying hard to make me like you a lotttttt....!
For doing so many unbelievable sweet things that gets me "sakit perut" all the time..
You memang saje kan buat camtuh biar I suka gile kat you kan??? saje je tauuuu...

I still remember the time I called you lps study kat library,, and you said you think you have fallen in love with me..
and then I cakap, "eh, buku I kat library lagi la.. nak g amik sbb library nak tutup"... hahaha yaa.. I am that ngok kan?.... sorrrryyy.... I was so nervous and I feel like my jantung dah popped out dah masa tuh... I dunno to say.... tuh je yang keluar.... When I walked back to the library... I knock my own head for saying that.. ahaha... serious nervous tak tau nak cakap apa.... we were'nt dating pon masa tu kann... kawan2 je pastuh tetiba cakap camtuh...
yelaaaa mmg la suka la your accompany tapi tak la sangka u akan cakap camtu kooott ahhahahah...

ok ye la ye la... i ngaku i ngok...
tapi si ngok ni jugak yg u nak kan? ahahhaha padan muka..

When I decided, I want you in my life... takder la all smooth kan? too many ups and downs kan? but alhamdulillah we made it.... one thing I learn from all these... despite everything, we can never be away from each other for long... I think the chemistry is too strong... and what matters the most is not about what other people think of me, of us... the thing that matters the most is US... just the two of us.... so kalau kita want each other so badly, work it out..... insya Allah everything else will be sail smoothly...

Baby,

I just want to tell you that I love you, so much..
I want to thank you for all the years that you've shared with me...
the tears, smile, laughter....love...
You are the reason I smile more, laugh harder, and cry lesser....
Thank you, for your love and care..... 


I  L O V E  Y O U!!




Happy 18th years of being together!!!


Muaahhhhsss!
 

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