Friday, September 07, 2007

The One With the hospitalize pt2

I keep on telling myself today...
setiap apa yg berlaku ada hikmahnya...
but nevertheless.. I couldn't really stop crying...
I cried and cried in my heart... knowing I have to let go..

Somehow, I know he/she is in better place..
taken care off....
tunggu mummy ye sayang..

Tho I might not know how she/he will look like..
but I cannot forget the image i saw..
I could clearly see the heartbeat.... and yet..
I must let go..

To everyone who have been very supportive to me..
thanks for your concern and support..
Don't worry.. I am fine..

Baby,
Thanks.. for always being there for me..
and sorry... we just got to let it go...
Semoga kita ada rezeki lagi di lain kali ...

amin....


16 comments:

chics said...

lenny,
*hugsss*

takpelah,that's for the best kan?
Mesti Allah bagi rezeki lain kali.

Mama Irdina said...

tak pe la lenny. janji kesihatan ko lebih utama kan. semua yg berlaku mesti ada sebab dari DIA kan. u just take good care of urself.

ralat sgt tak sempat visit ko that day. nk wat cemana, dah gini le kalo keje sendirik kan. nnt ada masa aku visit ko erk

laydiefa said...

he/she was there for a reason ok.
Allah bukan saje² nak put you down.

he/she was there to make way for his/her younger sisters/brothers. cry by all means, but don't forget to be proud of him/her for this sacrifice. this tiny little person (who hasn't even become one) has done something special, even kita yang hidup ni pun belum tentu ada chance nak buat.

tinn tinn said...

take care lenn...
get well soon..

happy2gether said...

Lenny, I'm so sorry for what has happened...like what people said, everything happened for a reason...byk2lah berdoa dan bersabar yer Lenn...

Mai aritu tak sampai hati nak tanya byk2 coz tanak Lenn sedih...yg penting skrg ni, look ahead n appreciate those yg ada disekeliling Lenn..coz u're definitely love by everybody...insyallah akan ada rezeki yang akan dtg...

take care and think positive things k?kena jaga diri n Alya baik2...kesian Alya kena campak...wish u both speedy recovery.

cHikAnoZ said...

it is certainly hard to accept, but i am sure HE up there does it for a reason.
just take care and recover fast.

...$weE+ 666... said...

*speechless*
percaya tak, that nite i dreamt of u. i told everyone in 3G except u, tak sampai hati... that nite i still remembered seeing u burst in proud telling me "lenny pregnant la dear!" i can still hear it rite now. then i wake up, gi mandi siap nak gi keje, when i asked myself, "aku mimpi ke btol?" thats when i go and check my hp and read ur sad news. i cried dear lenny. i just sit there and cried. when i have the guts to reply ur sms, i calm myself for that what i supposed to do for ur behalf. to be strong for u... i am sorry.

i wanted to call u. but i just couldn't. i wanted to visit u. but i just helpless.

*big hugs* darling, now i'll try not to cry. he/she will always be ur loving child. like u said, in a better place. way much better and taken care off...

Miss Moon said...

Lenny , banyakkan bersabar ek . Like u said...apa yg berlaku pasti ada hikmah nya . Moon pun tumpang bersedey atas berita tuh ...tapi insyaallah mana tahu selepas nih ada rezeki lagi . Semuanya hanya DIA yang tahu kan .

Dont worry Lenny u have us ...ur friend . We will always be at ur side ...be the best listener for u ...sabar ek Lenny

Belladonna said...

Lenny, hope youre getting better. I dont know what else to say, sebab cakap senang..nak calm down tu susah. But im wishing that everything will be ok. You take care

darling8tabby said...

lenny..akak tak tau...takpe..sabar banyak2 and kuatkan semangat...*HUGS*

MummyHanis said...

takziah for u. sorry to hear that. Hopefully u dah sihat skarang k. Ada hikmah nye tu. byk2 kan berdoa ye. semoga kita ambil iktibar dr setiap kejadian yg berlaku...

ila de cute said...

dear lenny, sabar la setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya... i cant say much but i know u are strong enough to face this... just remember "TUhan hanya menguji manusia yang dia percaya mampu menghadapi sesuatu masalah, tuhan tidak akan menguji sesuatu yang di luar kemapuan manusia itu"...this is what i always remember when I face sad moment...

love u

Kasih Aleeya said...

lenny... baru je tau semalam..tabahkan hati ok..i know u're strong.. if not Allah takkan uji ko dgn mcm2 dugaan..
ye betul kata kengkawan..InsyaAllah ada rezeki lagi nanti ok? aku doakan... so take gud care kat my bambam alya tu ok?!! nanti kiter chit-chatting lagi..
*hugs*

katik said...

Allah tak selalu bagi kita apa yg kita minta.. tp Allah selalunya bg kita apa kita perlukan..

u gave me strength when i was weak. and now, i know u can be the strong person that u have always been..

i luv u forever and ever..

Lenny said...

chics: i need ur hug.. and thanks.. for ur prayers.

anna: thanks.. takper.. nanti ada masa kita jumpa

aiza: yupp.. he/she was there for a reason.. and yes.. he/she has make a great sacrifice..

tini: thanks tini.. terharu aku ko siap buat post utk aku.. i luv u

mai: a ah mai..kalau mai tanya banyak2 arituh mesti lenny nangis nyer la.. lenny tau muka lenny cam nak nangis pon dah kan..

Raj: hard to accept, but true enough i have to accept it..

zz: lenny nangis baca comment zz... takder rezeki zz.. lenny kene redhaa..

Lenny said...

moon: thanks moon.. i know i always have u... muahs!

bella: thanks for ur prayers!

darling8tabby: takder rezeki la kak.. :(

hanis: thanks...

ila : betul ila cakap tu... lenny akan cuba jd kuat..

filla: thanks for ur prayers.. and always been there for me.. i luv u!

katik: u just made me cry.. i know it comes from ur heart.. and thanks... for your sweetest frenship ever.. i luv u too... muahs!