The One With the TEN years..

2nd February will always be a special day for me..

10 years back... at this exact same date...
I made up my mind to give myself a chance,
to love.. and to be loved.. again...
and now.... after 10 years...
I am thankful that I found you..
and made the decision ... to give myself that special chance..

My beloved Yang Zamzari Habali..
Thanks for loving me ... for trusting me...
and for always being there for me..

You're my best fren..
my best buddy...

just my everything!!

love you always....


PS# Thanks for taking up the pics... I didn't expect you to do that... thanks... so sweet of you! Anyway, hope you like it!

The One With the tagging game

Been tagged by Ila...

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog/Facebook note with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 16 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment or tag them in your note to read this.

mak aih... 16 tuu.. apa menda la aku nak ngarut niehh..

1. Hidung aku adalah part paling sensitive... senang gatal2... senang bersin.. senang kene selsema..and aku ada habit yg sangat tak elok.. suka gosok (laki aku cakap.. tonyoh) idung tuh.... mana tak idung makin penyek.. and makin besar?? pastuh kalau tak puas gatal lg kan.. siap masuk jarii... pengotor ekk? ahahhaha.. tapi weihh.. puas tuuuu.....!!!

2. Sejak dah kawin.. tido mesti kene ada bau laki... kalau dier takder kan.. siapla kain dier ke.. baju dier ke.. aku amik bawak tido... hahahaha.... tuhla... saper suh ajor aku tido bawah ketiak... kan dah tak bleh tido tak bau ketiak... hahhaha..

3. Mula mendevelop sifat garang.. sejak ada anak... dulu.. amat dikenali sebagai pompuan sohek.. cepat nangis.. tak reti say no.. ngikut je cakap... suka simpan dalam ati.. etc... garang mmg takder dalam kamus lah.. tapi.. sejak ada anak... aku lah singa betina ... siap bibik2 pon kadang kene tempias... hahhaaaha..

4. owh owh.. sohek tuh.. sampai skang ada... senang nangis... org nangis aku nangis.. tgk citer sedih aku nangis.. org citer kisah sedih.. org yg citer tak nangis.. aku yg nangis... kire2...kalau ada pertandingan nangis.. senang2 la aku menang!

5. kadang2 kewl..bleh bawak melawak.. bleh join laki aku skodeng2 awek... tapi... time musim tengkujuh melanda... laki aku cakap lain.. aku paham lain.. pastu mulala acik terasa cik kiahhh... pastuh mulala kecik ati.. pastuh... mula la bila dier tanya.. aku takder mulut.. main angguk.. or jawap simple2 jee... pastuh... masuk bilik air... nangis!!! (ehh.. nangis lagik..)

6. byk cakap!! mulut cam bertih jagung.. ahahhaha... so, tak bleh salahkan alya banyak cakap...

7. hari2 kene cakap ngan laki.. kalau satu hari tak cakap... rasa tak tentu arah... time bercinta bleh bergayut tepon sampai 6 pagi.. aci? ahhahhahaa....

8. bleh masuk category manusia yg setia... who knows my past will know this... hahhahaha... giler setia sampai rasa cam org bodow pon ada..

9. selalu phobia ngan diri sendiri.. and tak percayakan diri sendiri.. ala2 low esteem la kann.... hahhaha.. nak gelak ke? cam tak caya ek.. tapi itula hakikatnyer... jaman dulu2... haram aku takder balak.. sampai form 4 bleh? sebabnyer.. aku slalu rasa aku buruk giler... and takder org nak aku... ahahhahha... (sebenarnya.. perasaan diri buruk tuh.. sampai skang ada... slalu rasa rendah diri...pathetic kan?)

10. sometimes degil and keras ati... tapi... selalunya.. cepat beralah... jarang la nak tgk aku bergaduh ngan org lama2.. org yg biasanyer gaduh ngan aku lama2... aku tak.. sbb aku slalu lupa aku tgh bergaduh ngan org tuh.. or.. aku amik je jalan biar beralah...

11. careless!!! mak aku panggil aku 'lewer'(bahasa jawa .. meaning.. careless lah) hahahha... aku slalu lupa mana letak barang.. sbb aku suka letak merata.. tak reti nak simpan balik kat mana amik.. (heheh.. kan Baby kan? sure you angguk2 baca nieh..).. kalau nak tau... aku dah 4 kali kot.. hilang IC! (meaning aku lupa or tertinggal wallet kat public phone ke.. kat wayang ke...)

12. aku brani ngaku aku mmg minah jiwanggg.. ahahhahahha.. ampunn!

13. aku manja ke ha?? mak aku slalu cakap aku bukan manja sbb takder org pon manjakan aku.. tapi aku sendiri yg mengada.. ahahhahha... mana2 la tak kisahhh....aku terima jeeee...

14. senang mesra ngan org.. walaupon baru kenal... jumpa 10 minit kat spital tunggu doktor pon.. aku sempat make frens lagik.... hahhahaha..

15. suka shopping barang2 cute... barang2 yg aku rasa satu hari nanti mesti pakai...(pastuh satu hari tuh tak kunjung2 tiba..).. laki aku cukup tak suka hobby aku yg satu nieh..:))

16. suka makannnnnnnnnn.... hahhahahha.... mana tak gemuk cik kiah oiii.... slalu berangan nak kembali ke zaman2 sebelum kawin.. tapi... boleh kahhhhhhhhhh????????? hahahahha..

ha.... cukup 16.... nak tag 16 org?? hmm.. let me try..

1. azra
2. sue
3. tini
4. aiza
5. chics
6. darling8tabby
7. belladona
8. biggue
9. nok fifi
10. nazham
11. jaja
12. jujuelopez
13. fillanie
14. moon
15. zaimah aka viruspadu
16. zizie

haaaaaa... cukuppppp.... terer.. terer..... apalagiii.. buat lahhhh!

The One With the faces of Aish..

OK, enough with my mandomness(tak berkurang pon.. sama jer..)
dah dah... kang banjir lg.... baik buat entry lain..

Last time I did an entry on Alya ... this time around.. meh layan gambo2 Aish plak..

He's almost a month now... weighing 2.70kg... and alhamdulillah.. still fully bfeed...
Doakan mummy dpt terus bfeed Aish yer kawan2...biarpon byk dugaan...
hopefully mummy tetap tabah.. dan rajin... chaiyok mummy!!!

Alhamdulillah... so far Aish sihat... last time check up...
he has a little bit of jaundice.. but fortunately.. nothing to worry...
Aish tak perlu warded... syukur... and he is really a good boy...
bgn every 2-3 hrs to feed... then.. kalau tak tido.. bleh main2...
until dier boring... he will cry... cuddle him for a while..
and make sure tempat tak panas.... he will fall asleep...
that why mummy still ada masa nak blogging...
(but usually.. time pump ler.. mummy wat keje chatting n blogging niehh)

Enough said.... enjoy the pics of Yang Aish Zachary...

Day 1.. baru je lahir..

Day 1.. baru je lahir..

Day 1.. baru je lahir..

Tgk apa tuh sayang?

Baru pas mandi.. nangis sbb sejukk.. gambo pon blurr..

Besonyer idung ngan mulut nguapppp...

Aik, senyum leret nampakk..

Buat muka apa tu..?

Relax jeee...

Relax jeee...
Relax jeee...Relax jeee...

The one With the mandomness

I should warn you that this entry will be so jiwang sampai berkaratz2..
So, bersiap sedia dgn bag plastic utk muntah yer...

I've been on confinement for 3 weeks plus.. and I've been staying at my parents house since then..
Being a mengada me... and knowing my mengadaness.. my hubby took good one week leave..after delivery..
but then.. when he has to go to work.... aku tak larat tahan rindu bleyyyy??
camner tuuuhh???

Every weekend he has to come back... kalau takk...
bengkak lah bijik mata aku nangiss...:))....
sungguh tak tau maluu... but... biarla nak wat camana kan??
mak mmg drama queen kekdahnyaaaa...

Dier balik tuh satu hall... pastuh.. when he has to go back to KL again to work..
hadus... cam drama hindustan la jdnyaaa..
tetap mengalir airmataaa.... kalah alya bolehh??
sungguh tak malu mummy alyaaa..

how lah??

I kenot tahan ok..
it's like part of me is missing...
it's like my semangat pon di bawa pergi samaaa...
huwaaaa... sgt dependent kannn???
ker... clingy?? hukhukhuk... silalah menyampah atau muintah darah..
tp.. that's just the way i am... and that is how i feel over my hubby...

I cannot describe the feeling..
not even tell in words... how much I miss him..
the only thing i know... my heart ache so much for not being able to see him...
to touch him...

coz.. he has been the person I see.. before I end my day..
and he has been the person I see.. when I start my day...
he has been my everything... everything that I look forward to do..
his picture comes automatically... in my mind... my heart..
:(

help me... cepatlaaaa abis pantang....
nak balik KL!!!!!

The One With the faces of Alya

Sementara dok pump.. nie le keje mummy... browse internet..
tgk2 gambo.... so.. this time around... mummy wants to upload pics of Alya...
hehehe.. tgk ler perubahan alya.. kejap boolllaaattt bangat.. kejap.. cam nampak kurus skit.. tapi.. kalau cakap kat dier.. Alya ni gemuk lah.. mesti dier cakap.... "mana ada.. alya cantik laaa.."

perasannyer anak aku niehhhh.... sabo kan je laaaa....

anyway.... tatapilah sampai moontaaahhh... faces of Alya.....:D

nieh gambo waktu breakfast kat Pelita...

sebok suh daddy bergambo skali...

alya order limau ice satuuu..

nieh time kuar nak tgk madagascar... konon comel la.. pose kat baju2 tuh...

mummy test nursing pillow... dier pon nak samaaaa....

kemas2 brg baby... jumpa brg dier yg lama... sebok gak nak pakaiii...

motiff pakai sepit satu kepala nieh??? kemarukk...

latest pics.. baru potong rambuttt.... hehehhee... boollllaaatnyer muka alya!!

The One With the princess 3rd birthday

Happy birthday to you...
Happy birthday.. to you..
Happy birthday to Yang Alya Mysarah..
Happy birthday... to youuuuu...

Alhamdulillah... today Alya is 3!!!
Having her in our life.... is such a blessing to us..
and seeing her grow up.... such a great experience and feeling..

Semoga membesar jd anak yg solehah ye sayang...

The One With Yang Aish Zachary

Presenting... our new born baby...


Yang Aish Zachary bin Yang Zamzari Habali....

Born Thursday, 18 Dec 2008... just a day after our 4th Anniversary... I bet he is the best present for our 4th anniversary from both of us.. to both of us.. :)

I was admitted to the delivery ward on Wednesday morning...around 9.30 am..

and after almost 25hrs... he was born....at exactly 10.13am.. syukur alhamdulillah...

Hilang segala penat lelah dan sakit... bila nengok muka baby...
:)

I am currently on my confinement mode at my parents house in Btg Berjuntai..

Thanks for all the well wishes... and gifts...:)

The One With the fourth year

To my beloved other half,

Happy 4th Anniversary love....

Time flies so fast... without us realizing today mark our 4th anniversary...
Happy Anniversary again... with lots and lots and lots of love from me...

I'm not good with words...
but I want you to know that...
I always.... and will always love you..
Thanks for being there for me..
even when I am not at my best..

I hope and pray that our love will stay strong...
and our life will be blessed with many wonderful things....

From the bottom of my heart..
I love you.... and will always do....

Happy Anniversary my love!

4 years ago...

Till now.....

The One With the mandomness

Lately, I've been so 'garang' with Alya...
I guess... due to her being so 'mengada' with me...
and... because I am tired and most of the time in pain skang..
asek nak kene marah je budak tuh....
cian plak dier..

My mom told me it is normal that Alya is acting like that because she will soon becoming a sister...
so.. dier cam mengada lebih... and not only that.... KUAT MELAWANNN!!
ada je aku cakap die nak melawan balik... penat okeh!

Mmg camtuh ke budak nak dapat adik??

Apapon.. kene banyak bersabar....
Tak bleh ikut hati... hehhee..

and somehow, most of the time, dier pandai amik ati..
siap urut kepala... gosok belakang bila sakit contraction datang melanda...
siap cakap2 ngan baby dalam perut... ehhehehe...
masa tuh... beli seposen pon tak lakuuuuuu....
hahhaha..

hopefully she can accept the baby nanti...
takder jeles teruk2 kan....

Aduh... sakit dah perut... nak kene rehat jap..
Doakan semuanya selamat yerrr...

The One With the tagging game...

I've been tagged by Filla and Ila..

here goes..

A. write 10 things about orang yang tag kita.. (I'm talking about

Filla dulu lah yer..)


1. Tak ingat aku bila kita start baik.. tapi.. masa mula2 kenal...

rasa cam dier tak baper nak bercakap ngan org tak kenal... aku rasa

aku jer terlebih cakap... terlebih senyum.. tapi dier buat noheng je

kat aku.. tapi lama2.... suda kamcengggg..... ada je activity2 dier

nieh...

2. Filla jenis yg senang nak ajak borak... sentiasa tulus ikhlas...

hahahhahaha... kan kan kan.... ko tak suka.. ko cakap je kan... bukan

susahhhh.... ye takk.... aku banyak blajo dari ko nak jd open.. taknak

simpan sendiri sangat... nanti parah beb..

3. Filla kurus... aku adore kekurusan dier... aku mmg penah tgk gambo

dier pregnant dier gemuk.. tapi.. aku cam dah lupa camne dier gemuk

sbb dier kurus giler skang... bilalah aku nak kurus balik cam dulu

nieh arrr??

4. Filla rajin masak... ibu dan isteri yg rajin... bab kemas umah...

tip top!! aku mmg fail la kan.... cian laki aku... Filla slalu balik

keje mesti masak.. aku?? balik keje complaint penat.... hahahhahah...

sabo je kan..

5. Filla pandai dressed up... dier pakai sempoi je.. tapi nampak seme

kellllllllasssss.... terer buk fillaniehhhh...

6. Filla ada anak yg bernama Kasih yg sangat comelllll.... bijak...

and banyak cakapppp.... hehhehehhe.... bab Kasih banyak songel ke..

hape ke.. aku tak nak comment.. sbb... ke mana tumpahnyer kuah kalau

tak ke nasik kannn??? eh.. salah.. kadang2 tumpah kat lantai juga....

hahahahhahaha.....

7. Suka borak2 ngan aku pasal mekap la.. itula.. ini la... aku suka...

sbb aku tak lawoo... so... bila filla ngajor aku pasal mekap2 nieh..

aku suka la... yg tak suka.... laki aku la kot.. bocor poket aku asek

ajak pegi beli barang mekap ekk... tapi.. rupe camtuh gak.. takder

lawa ponnnnggg..

8. Fillanie suka activity lasak2.... adventure la kan... tuh pasal

suka masuk tah segala tok nek activity lasak kan.... sampai menang X-

REL.. aku? totally opposite.. mana tak aku banyak lemak dier takder

lemak??? chaiiitt

9. Satu yg aku tgk persamaan org2 slalu kata filla tak bz kat opis..
tapi apsal bila aku msg YM dier.. dier lambat2 jawap ar? dier malas

layan aku keeee???? hahahahhaha... jawap filla.. jawapppppp

10. aku suka umah kooooo.... ko mmg pandai decor umah... nanti aku dah

beli umah... aku suh ko tulun decor yaaa......:D


Skang... 10 things about Ila pulak..

1. Kenal dier as wife of Poek... sbb kenal Poek dulu b4 this... Poek

kan budak MMU.. and kawan Yang...

2. Sebelum kenal in person... tau citer pasal arwah.... Tumpang

sedih... tapi semua itu ada hikmahnyer kan ila?

3. Start kenal pasal FP kan Ila... langsung terus click.... sbb Ila

org TMnet.. jom CLICK.. ahhahah.. tak la... seme sbb ila nieh

peramah.. mudah mesra ngan org.. tuh la pasal kita bleh mesra2 gitu

4. Tau ila sangat pandai baking.. dengan cupcakes and cakes seme....

yum yum sangat rasanyerrrr.... alamak... teringin!!

5. Ila kalau jd host... mmg malatoppp.... makanan seme best2....

hospitality... mmg best... tuh pasal aku slalu suh ko buat open house

nieh ila.. hehehhehe..

6. Ila jenis outspoken.. senang cakap apa pon ngan dier.. takde nak

simpan2... bila ada menda.. be in bagus ke tak bagus.. dier akan cakap

je... bagus camtuh..

7. Ila banyak pengalaman pasal maid... huhuhuh.. name it.. seme jenis

perangai dier tauuu.. hahhahaha..

8. Ila kata dier cerewet.. tah la.. pada aku.. tu bukan cerewet...

tapi being specific kot? ahhahahha.... or.. maybe aku sendiri pon

camtuh.. sbb tuh aku tak kata ko cerewet... sbb takkan nak kata aku

sendiri cerewet kot kan? ehhehe..

9. Ila kawan yg baik.... kawan yg sanggup sama2 susah.. sama2

senang... untung dapat berkawan baik ngan ila nieh..

10. Seorang yg ada high self-esteem... bagus lah ko... aku akan cuba

menjadik seperti itu juga... chaiyookk!!

B Pasal diri sendiri


1. Senang nangis.. skit skit nangis... tgk tv citer sedih skit bleh nangis... tgk wayang nangis.. aku tak ingat ar citer apa aku tgk kat Melaka dulu... siap nangis kuar2 air idung okeh... ahhahaha... sabo je mak nieh tau cik kiahhh..

2. Saiko skit... tah.. aku rasa aku nieh... senang terganggu emosi.. tanya la laki aku... dier tau la aku camner kalau tgh majuk atau kecik ati... kadang bleh nangis2... pastuh kadang bleh marah2... tah hape2 tah aku nieh... aku sendiri pon tak paham kadang2..

3. Aku suka layan Extreme Mocha Ice Blended from San Fran Coffee... atau apa jenis ice blended yg mocha lah... tapi.. kalau aku minum menda alah nieh time perut kosong.. pastuh otak aku weng... aku cam high jeeee..... hehhehe... bongek kan?

4. Aku suka shopping... laki aku suka pening ngan hobby aku yg satu nieh... tapi kadang2 aku beli... suka2 beli je.. pastuh tak pakai.. kadang just because it looks cute... hahaha... tapi skang dah kurang skit kot...

5. I can say I am a very loyal person.... tah kadang2 ada gak rasa cam bodow.. esp zaman skolah masa chenta monyet kan.. tapi... takperla... tak suka la nak sakitkan ati org kalau bleh tuh nak aman je sentiasa..

6. Selalu sangat berangan nak kaya... best nyer kalau kaya bleh beli seme menda yg kita nak tanpa perlu berpk.. ahhahahha... poyo..

7. Suka borakk.... hahahhaha.... tgk la anak aku kan... mulut banyakk... becooookkkkk... ha.. dapat kat mana lagikkk... aku ler tuhhh!! aahahahhaha... ari2 mangsa keadaan adalah laki aku.. ada je aku nak cerita apa2 kat dier... citer pegi berak pon bleh je aku nak citer ... ahhahahhaha... kejisss..

8. Org tak caya... tapi sebenarnya aku nieh garang... tak caya... tanya Alya.. aku slalu marah2 dier.. garang2 ngan dier.... cian anak aku kan.. tapi aku sayang dier.. sayang sangat2... !

9. Despite aku garang... tapi aku sayang and suka ngan budak2.... dulu masa blom kawin.. anak2 along aku kata aku nieh mummy derang.. derang anak aku... bleh? hahahaha.. skang ada anak sendiri.. slalu plak aku marah anak aku kan...:D

10. Utk sesapa yg blom tau.. I am expecting my 2nd baby... doakan semua berjalan lancar... and semuanya selamat... di kesempatan ini jugak nak mintak ampun maaf.. kalau ada salah silap... mintak halal makan minum semua ya....

***** UPDATE *******

Lupa plak nak tag .. so now.. nak tag:

1. Filla
2. Ila
3. Moon
4. Mai
5. Chics

ha.. dah ...... abis citer!!

The One With the tagging game

Okay la... masa utk membayar hutang tag....

I've been tagged by Ila, Moon and Jujue


1. Do u think u are HOT?
Korang rasa2 camner? tapi kalau cuaca panas.. aku mmg HOOOOOTT sesaje kan...


2. upload a fav pic of u.. aku poyo buh 2 leh? first pics credits to Filla


3. why do u like this picture?
Almost the latest pic that all the family members are there..
Baby masih dalam perut lg....:D


4. when was the last time u ate pizza?
Can't remember lah... agak lama juga.. last month kot.. ke.. last 2 month.. tak minat plak pizza skang nieh...


5. the last song u listen to
Ruang Rindu - letto... tapi di nyanyikan oleh alya.. version alyalah yer.. nanti kalau dapat amik video.. i will upload alya's version of Ruang Rindu...


6. What are u doing right now besides this?
Menahan sakit contraction.. sian aku kan...


7. What name u prefer besides yours?
Alya - it means a lot to me... and hubby too i guess!


8. People to tag - since seme org cam dah kene tag.... meh check sape tak kene lg..

1. nazham
2. nok fifi
3. zaimah VP
4. Zizie Hashim
5. ika ummiQais


9. Who is no. 1?
my buddy .. yg selalu kene temankan aku ke mana2 kalau aku takder transport and all... and slalu teman bawak alya pegi Mc D kan?


10. No. 3 is having relationship with with her husbandlah.. sape lg!


11. say something about no. 5
A pregnant mummy... mother of Qais Amiir

12. how about no. 4?
a fren whom i know from FP...


13. who is no. 2?
my fren who is farr farrr away....

The One With the being away

I know I have been away for a week plus from updating my blog..
not because I am not connected to the internet.. but... I am pretty much not in the mood now...

I was admitted last week, due to early contraction...
and now resting at home.... bed rest precisely.. hehhehe..
(Dr pesan tak bleh buat apa2... masak air pon tak bleh tauu)
This week masuk 2nd week la dok umah jee..
Pretty much trying to get the rest...
coz.. most of the time... tak kire masa... i will feel the contraction pain..
but who am I to complaint? I am blessed with another kid...
on his way out... pretty sooon....

siap 2 lg tuh.. red tuh.. kire2 red alert la kan... :)) .. utk alergy tak silap aku

Minta kawan2 doakan keselamatan.. dan kesejahteraan saya and baby ya?

And I would also like to take this opportunity to apologize for any wrong doings I have done...
Manalah tau umur tak panjang kan.... mintak halal semua nya yer...

Wish me all the best!! and pray for me too yah?