The One With the L . O . V . E

I never knew being married and having a notty princess, and not forgetting adding few kilos on the weighting scale will still be such a bless!!! If I were to know...I definitely will got married faster!!! hahahha..

Who said life will be dull after you got married?
Who said life is such a disaster when you have kid?
Who said your hubby won't care to surprise you... on certain occasion?
Who said, being married is just about responsibilities, no time to loved or be loved.. just like when you're dating?

Ya.. some does said that.. and it might be true in certain cases...
but lucky me..
mine was totally different!!

My other half used to work at the same building as I am.. actually.. I moved to a company that is at the same building as his.. hahahha... so, we practically having lunch together almost everyday... having dinner together almost every day as well.. Boring? I don't know about you but I love being around the person I love.. hahhahah

But since Oct last year, he decided to pursue his career at another company... which is of course not the same building anymore... and he has to work shift!! When he was on night shift... I find myself having difficulties to sleep, and if I sleep..I will turn the light on... funny.. but that's just me...

I thot things gonna change... he'll think less about me.... but I guess I was just wrong...
On Val's day.. he told me he wanted to go play futsal with his frens... and I am really fine with it..
He also told me that he is going to take me out on a date on Friday.. since Sat is holiday so we could spend the whole night to ourself.. on a date...

Less that I know... he planned on surprising me on Friday...
He send a bouquet of Pink roses to my office, planned on watching movie together..
and went out for late supper after that.... doing what ppl does on a date!

I was really thrilled to receive the roses.. even tho it reaches me only on Tuesday (long story, not important tho)
But the feeling was likeeeeeee..... indescribable... I was overwhelmed with joy..
aku siap meleleh air mata bleh? ahahhaha...

To some of you... it might just be a bouquet of flower.. but to me.. it is more than that..
it proved to me that being married doesn't mean we stop being who we used to be..

And somehow I know.... I'm falling in love over and over again...
at the same person.. for the past 9 years we've been together...
during our ups and downs... we've made it thru...

and the most important thing is...
the love we share grows each day...
and I love you... so much!

Baby,
Thanks for everything...
yes I do mean everything!!!
Love you... always..

XOXO from me,
-your wifey-

The One With the Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day for those who celebrates..
and for those not celebrating... Happy seeing roses and chocs everywhere today!
heheh..

I don't have anything in particular.. i mean to celebrate it..
coz I think.. most of the days are practically Valentine's day for us..
(note the word 'most').. heyy... there's no one relationship without the times that you wish you were someone else...
where things you say that hurt your other half's feelings... you could just take that away..
but in real life... we just got to deal with it rite?

I have to admit.. there are times in my life I am not really proud of myself...
those are times when I say or do things that hurt the feelings of my beloved ones...
but who am I kidding? I am just a human being that will definitely have many flaws...
However, for those time I hurt you, I am so sorry. I really wish I could take it back..

To everyone out there..
especially my beloved other half..
I love you always...

Muahs!!

The One With the bad dreams

Not again... pleaseee...

I am really tired waking up feeling horror.. as if my life was taken away when I went to sleep..
Don't really know what went wrong.. I do recite some prayers before I went off to bed..
but I guess... it was just dreams and it means nothing right?

Or is it because I wasn't feeling so well these few days? Having flu isn't helping I guess...
But, I didn't see anything serious about it.. i mean, having flu..

Argh, just don't wanna think about it..
Just let it be...

Anyway.. it was just dream rite?

The One With the buang tebiat?

I've been feeling a little sensitive lately..
Been missing a lot of people, and been thinking how I've not been a good fren coz I don't really know what is going on with my frens life...

I also had few weird dreams... really weird...
It does somehow makes me think...
Will the result be different if I was able to know earlier?
But then I realised.....
it was just a dream rite?

Weird thing is.. it feels real ....

The One With the Sofea Raihanah

Please welcome....

SOFEA RAIHANAH binti Baharul Nizam...


daughter of my best fren, my rumet back in MMU... Saizatul Izani aka JAJA

born on 24.01.08, weight 2.8kg.. she is definitely damn adorable and superduper cute..

to JAJA,

wish you speedy recovery and welcome to the club!!

The One With the... missing you

Please be informed that this is an emotional entry.

I have been feeling weird lately... and I am not even on my PMS...
but my mood swings so fast.. so easily...

I become so sensitive over things...
and could cry easily..

Maybe it is not just recently...
maybe it has been there all along and I just couldn't let it out..
or simply maybe... 'aku buang tebiat'

I'll be 30 this year... and for 30 years that I've lived...
I've went thru alot... thru thick and thin..
thru ups and downs...
achieved a lot of things.. nevertheless, i go thru moments that I am not so proud about..

But today...
I'm missing you...
I'm missing you so much that it hurts..

I don't know where or how does our link suddenly broken..
even when we tried to mend it...
it still feels like we are no longer the same person...

My dear friend,

I miss you...

The One With the Pizza Party II

Before this entry become basi... baik cepat2 post..
hehehe..

Last Sunday, we (read: ila, filla, moon, mai and me)

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Hahaha.. percaya tak.. sampai situ je ayat aku... pastuh ilang tah kat mana..
masya Allah pemalas giler la aku skang.. mana la tak gemukkk!!
menci..!

anyway... sbb dah buat dah post nieh.. biarla sambung and terus post yer..

Actually me and few frens meet up kat rumah ila since ila yg ada oven besar utk accomodate semerang nyer pizza... so.. dier lah jadik host nyer..

Don't get me wrong.. bukan aku terer bangat pon masak2 nieh..
buat pizza nieh pon.. di ajar oleh sifu Aiza aka Laydiefa... ha nak tanya recipe apa2..
silalah rujuk sifu yer.. dier mmg terer...

We had great time making the pizza.. ngan geng2 yg giler2 seme...
mana taknyer... si ila ngan filla mmg tak abis2 dok kepoh saper lagik best and power...
siap cheese saper paling mahal pon nak mengepoh.. (yerla.. cheese aku paling murah..hahah)

apapon.. hope you guys will benefit from it.. next time jgn malas2 buat pizza yer..
senang je pon kan?

some pics taken on that day..pics credit to moon,sutan,zaimi,and radie.

mula mula...

dah buh sos...

dah siap bertopping

dah bleh makan... jgn terliur ye..

chedap dap dap..!

ni bukan pizza... nie gambo hiasannn... ahhahah.. nengok pipi cam doh pizza tgh naikkk kan?

The One With the New Year 1429

Hehee.. rasanyer arituh tulis post nieh..
pastuh tak tau apa jadik dier tinggal title je...

Anyway.. since we are still in January, wish all of you..
Happy new year (double new year for muslims)

It was long ago since I last had any resolution...
since I usually try to accomplish things I want to have or do..
by batches.. or by occasion.. and putting a resolution of being a better person seems so lame to me sbb sangat besar ok maknanyer utk menjadi lebih baik... and furthermore, being a better person means everyone around you will be happy to be with you..etc etc...

heyy.... that would be a lonnnnggg list ok since you can never satisfy/please everyone... so.. i just want to make note to myself that I will be happy.. and need to be happy.. ahhahaha.. bleh tak camtuh.... aku nyer resolution kan? so.. boleh je laaa... hehehhe.

So, don't ask me if I have new year resolution ok? sbb rasanyer aku tak buat dah resolution nieh.. i will try to target on something and work on that, occasionally... and btw, I need to think of what to ask for my bday pressie this year... korang ada suggestion.. let me know ok? hehhee..

Wow.. its already 12noon.. patut ler perutku berkeroncong.. maka rasanyer nak keluar lah..
nak makan dulu.. and... need to post this before it become tukun tiruan in my blog.. hahahha..

oh ya... btw, enjoy these 2 video of my notty alya..

ABC alya 1
ABC alya 2

The one with the princess 2nd birthday

No fancy party.. no theme....
just simple cake, and birthday song..
but to see her grew up ..
makes me shed few tears...

My dear Yang Alya Mysarah....
Happy 2nd birthday....

I know you enjoyed both your birthday celebration....
you can't get enuff of singing birthday song and blowing candle don't you..
and she can relate cake with birthday.. so watch out..
everytime she saw cake, she will want one ...
just for her to sing happy birthday...
and blow the candle! hahahha...

I can still remember....
when you were born..
you were really small...
only 2.29 kg.... even penumbuk mummy lagik besar dari muka alya...
but now... you've grown up... becoming a 'bam bam' girl..
notty and talkative(sapenyer perangai la dier ikut kan? hahah)..
and I could assure you... I could never get enuff of you..

Syukur Allah.. for giving me this priceless gift...
Insya Allah.. I'll take good care of your gift...

Yang Alya Mysarah,
Again, Happy birthday from mummy and daddy...
we both love you... endlessly..
Watch Alya in action.... here

The One With the 3rd Anniversary

Today mark our 3rd year.. being together as husband and wife..
My life has been blessed with a lot of wonderful things ever since then..
Being blessed with a loving and supportive hubby..
and also my sweet adorable notty little gurl..
will definitely be the top of all other things in my life..

ya, it has been a long year this year...
i watch myself during my ups and downs..
being happy and blessed with wonderful frens and gift...
being stabbed by ppl that I least expected...

but on top of all...
I'm still here, if not standing or sitting, will be laying down..
sleeping ... hehehe...
yup.. i'm still happy with my life..

and Baby,
for having you always around me..
makes me who i am today..
I know i wasn't 'the perfect wife'..
but you accept me.. just the way i am..
and I promise to be a better wife.. your best buddy..
your soulmate... :)

Baby,
I'm dedicating this song to you...
this says it all...

How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?

Oh I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life.

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I How do I O how do I live?.

Without you There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I would be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever ever survive?
How do I
How do I
O how do I live?...

Please tell me baby..
How do I go on?
If you ever leave
Well baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know your everything good in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I How do I
O how do I live
How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby.......
How do I live....

I love you Baby...
with all my heart..

Happy 3rd Year Anniversary...



Note: Pics credits to Saiful Nang from Candid Syndrome.

The One With the Betrayal

As hurt as it gets... no one likes to be betrayed... especially from someone you know..
someone you call fren... kan kan kan?

but... life works as it is... and unexpected things happen in your life without you even noticing it..

never ask why.... coz you'll never get the answer..
and besides...it will hurt you even more.. and make you someone you don't even like..

stay calm.. stay down...
let it be...

sometimes.. somethings are better left unsaid....untold..

may you lead a happy life ahead...

The One With the new ride

Heheh... at last... my mengada attempt telah berjaya memujuk hati suami terchenta(Baby, I luv u tauu..) to buy 2nd car, since we both now doesn't work nearby(nearby means just another building away, walking distance ye..) and he works shift.. so.. masa pegi keje pon tak sama..

Adalah sangat sukar utk kaki jalan sepertiku jika tidak memegang kereta...
seriously.. i felt like... patah kaki sbb tak bleh berjalan..
just imagine betapa rindunyer aku kat mid veli, bangsar village.. sbb susah giler nak pegi kalau takder kete.. before this, almost everyday lunch hour mesti kuar... but since ada satu je kete..
susah... tak bleh berjalan tauww..(mesti laki aku nyesal beli kete skang..)

I would like to thank my frens yg sangat bersusah payah sewaktu ketiadaan kereta..
Nazham... pagi2 u ols amik mak kat umah khan... merasalah awal u ols pegi opis sbb mak khen..
pastuh.. balik pon kadang u ols antar mak.. kadang katik jemput....
thanks both of u... mak sayang korang!!! muahs!

and my special thanks goes to my beloved hubby...
Baby.. thanks so much.. i know you bought the car coz u love me so much kan?
sbb tak nak i susah hati ari2 kalau u beli motor kan? hehehhe..
thanks baby.. it means a lot to me..
sayang dier.... muahs!!!

Tho I didn't get the same registration number as my Wira (bleh tak number 2299 skang dah nak seribu regenyer??)... tapi thanks gak sbb susah payah bgn pagi2 nak pegi JPJ sampai 4 times.. just to check if we can still get the number.. eventho u never really care apa pon number kete tuh..
thanks baby... for ur endless love and support to me..

luv u.....!!

The One With the Annual Dinner 2007

My company held the Annual Dinner and Dance last Friday at Westin Hotel.
The theme was "Celebrating the Star in You" so you can basically be anyone you like..
Be it from Movie, Music.. or even cartoon.... me? can you guess?

Hahaha... it was a last minute so called costume that my Baby had helped me choose, and bought me additional accessories just to go with the theme... terer kan my consultant nieh.
dah la got to do the job in less than 10 mins.... hahhahaha... cian lakiku sbb aku telah mempressure dier hari tuu.. sorry Baby.... I love u! hahahha


It was a nice night I would say... but last year food was better... I was late so I got to join the committee members table and lucky me kak Marina is there to accompany me.. thanks kak.. muah muah.. cantik akak punya kimono...


Mira went there as the 'Cleopatra'.... nieh gambo dua member kamceng yg bengong lps telinga pekak dek bisingnyer Dinner tuu..


I guess, that nite semeorang being so sporting and try to dress up according to the theme..

Best... hopefully it'd be better next year... (and if i am still with the company la kan)




Later after the Annual Dinner, me and hubby went to Nasik Lemak Antarabangsa at Kg Baru (hahaha.. bleh lepas Dinner makan lagik??? mana tak kimpah kan?)... Dunno, I just feel hungry and teringin nak makan nasik lemak memalam buta... so... while waiting for the gang to arrived at the Wine Room for Nrul bachelorette party, baik makan dulu kan?


And ya Nrul.. hope you enjoy your nite... Nyah, bole je nak have the same nite sometimes kan... mak nieh nyah.. pegi je nyahh.. hahahhahaha.. bleh je kan laki mak cakap... "kitorang blom kawin" kan..
koseh sangat khennn...


Pape pon.. mak doakan u ols bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat bersama suami terchenta.. and dimurahkan rezeki dapat anak comel lote ok?

The One With the Deepavali

Ahhaa... aku tau Deepavali dah lepas.. and entry nieh adalah entry ketinggalan zaman..
tapi nak jugak buat sebab nak citer pasal open house ila yg bestttt..

Elok2 plak tuh I just finished my puasa ganti the day before, esoknya Ila ajak pegi makan2 umah dia for the open house.. just rite la kan.. me and food.. mana bleh dipisahkan kan? mana tak kimpah la kan?

The thing I like most about Ila's open house is this unique Ketupat Periuk Kera.. Don't ask me where the hell she manage to get the periuk kera.. or even how to cook the ketupat periuk kera.. but u definitely can ask me if it taste good... hahahha.... sheeeddaaapppp giler dap dap dap ok ... (Ila, ini bererti aku nak lagikkk..)
And.... nonetheless.. choc cake dier yg sedap ittew.. ah.. mengingatkannyer pon aku dah hampir melelehkan air liurrr....

Butttttttt...... being able to mengambil gambo beramai2 dengan gelagat poyoo.... tidak mungkin boleh dibeli di mana2.... hahahhahahhaha...... thanks Moon.. seme gambo2 nieh lenny curik dari Moon tauuu....

The One With the more Raya foods!

Do not ask me how I manage to put more weight....
blame it to the Raya foods.... open houses....
blame all to them.. except for myself ok? hahahhaha..

but I couldn't care less.. coz the food temptation is much2 more tempting than getting kurus..
hahaha...

As mentioned by Yang... since Raya, there's no weekend yg kitorang tka kuar pegi open houses..
all weekend is about food and food... hehhehe..

Some pics of the open houses and Raya gathering that we attended. Mostly takder gambo sbb aku bz makannnnn

Yang giving speech on his farewell party @ Armada
Yang receiving the souvenir from the team
Alya lalok lps open house/besday bash Ilyana
Us at filla's open house/Kasih besday bash
During mkn2 at my house

Aiza and Malik
Sya and Syah(sorry gamba blur)
Zaini and Adrian
Qais got milk!!
Model2 sauna
dah kenyang baca paper plak.. pastuh wat muka terkejut
aksi pertarungan menyelamatkan dunia (main XBOX)

And guess what? That should answer why I gain a lot of weight.. sbb bila weekdays... I do my 'puasa ganti' sesiap... so that takyah kecoh2 nak ganti later, and today it my last dayy...

Sesuai kan.. sbb esok adalah Deepavali.. and ramai plak tuh buat open house esok...
Deepa raya sangat kannn...

And again, those are the reason I gained more weight! hahhaa... (seme nak salahkan makanan.. bleh?)

okla.. got to go.. nak pegi amik baju yg baru ditempah..
did i mention baju tuh beli kat bandung arituh? giler lama kan baru nak tempah..
tapi tah la muat ke tak sbb dah makan banyak sure gemuk niehhh..
hahahhaa..